我简直就是疯咯...到现在还不睡觉...完全不里明天八点的shift...

最近觉得自己挺奇怪...居然可以这么平静...却毫无疑问...所以因此疑惑而找不到答案...

也许有一天会明朗...随着我的成长...

不应该有幻想...

 

“烟花的生命虽然短暂，却给黑暗中期待的眼睛带来光明！”

 

P.S. 谢谢寅寅陈同学的圣诞礼物！非常漂亮！

 

今天看了《画皮》...一部想要表达爱的影片...什么是爱？是自私？是占有？是奉献？还是牺牲？

当小唯要逼王夫人喝下妖水时，王夫人问她：“你真的喜欢他吗？”小唯说：“我爱他。”王夫人便毫不犹豫的喝下了妖水。小唯带着一丝胜利威胁道：“如果你敢反悔，我就杀了所有的人。”（之前小唯答应王夫人只要她喝下妖水并且承认所有人都是她杀的话，从此便不再杀任何人）王夫人说：“你根本不懂得什么是爱！”...我被触动了...因为王夫人的这句话...因为她的勇敢，她的坚定，她的善良和她的爱...

也许这是一种境界吧！爱的境界！！

大学生活进入了尾声...最后的一个星期上课了...真是弹指一挥间...心中有一丝的惆怅...又有一丝的不舍...过去的这三年是我目前人生密度最高的三年...学到了很多...见到了很多...听到了很多...也悟到了很多...酸甜苦辣样样俱全...我是心存感激的...我是幸福的...谢谢所有爱我关心我的亲人和朋友...我无法衡量你们在我心目中的地位...我会精神百倍的走在明天里...怀着一颗感恩的心！！

一个星期的假期已经过了两天，好像都没有做到什么事情...最近的天气温和了许多，洗完澡不再会因为水蒸发而感到寒冷...每一年从8月开始到10月，是朋友生日的高峰期...并且这个队伍还在不断壮大...仔细想来不只是朋友，爸爸妈妈，爷爷奶奶...许多对我来说很重要的人也都是在这个时间段出世的...你说这是一种缘分吗？

昨天和朋友一起又看了一遍《假如爱有天意》...虽然结尾有些牵强...却不影响整体给我的感觉...少女情窦初开的朦胧...平淡却真挚的爱情...那是有别于现在流行的电影的...那种感觉似曾相识...是那种完完全全，彻彻底底去爱一个人的能力...我曾经有过...曾经...有过！！

 

 

Adelaide: Hahndorf(Germany village), Victor Harbor, Kangaroo Island (Budget Car Rental:Toyota Yaris)

 

 

 

 

Adelaide: Port Adelaide, Glenelg, Skycity(Casino), Adelaide Central Market (Budget Car Rental: Toyota Yaris)

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

考完试了...却没有预期的快乐和轻松...就连玩的心情也没有...那条界于考试和假期中间的分界线变得模糊了...原本应该很enjoy的时刻消失了...我知道我错了！

我真的不想做assighnment...后天due...不是...是assighnments...哎呀...我的生活不应该是这样的...整天被这些讨厌的事情纠结着...我又感冒wor...说是感冒其实又不像...反正是上呼吸道的问题...我feel到在不久的几天后我将会变成男人的声音...现在因为在Dome做工...让我这个从来对咖啡没什么兴趣的人开始认识了解咖啡...one short...two shorts...weak...decaf......开始了解一些西方的high-tea文化...挺不错的...可以学到东西...如果放假有时间我想去葡萄园或是水果农场工作...疯狂的摘水果...疯狂的付出着自己的辛劳...然后对着自己的劳动成果微笑...呵呵...一定要去！！我的生活应该是这样的才对嘛...assighnments 去死吧！！

2008年5月12日下午，四川省汶川县发生7.8级地震...

24 April  8:00 am  Perth---Denmark

     > Tree Top Walk

     > Sunset

     > Settle in Gum Grove Chalets $140

        Ocean Beach Road, Denmark

        Phone: 08 9848 1877

It was a lovely morning, a bit cloudy but breezing. Terry drove all the way from Morley to pick up Sunny and us( Nikki and me). Eight o'clock we depart from Perth and went down to Denmark through Albany High Way. It took about 4 hrs' driving to get there. We had our lunch in a small cafe in the down town of Denmark. Nikki had lasagna, Sunny had beef sandwich, Terry had something with cheese, i cant remember, and I had vege with turkish bread. Yum! We went to Tree Top Walk straight after checked in Gum Grove Chalets. The tree top walk is walking above the karri trees. So far i hvnt figur out what is Karri tree in Chinese. They are tall and straight and the trunks are a bit white. Leaves and braches are clustering. This is the first time that i v been up on the forest. When we finish, it was almost evening time, so we drove to a beach to see sunset . I was really surprised about how fast the sun went down the horizon. But we were not able to retain anything except press down shutter of our camera. Later, we v beening spent hurs to looking for a fishing spot. We tried quite a few, but we didnt catch anything. It was getting late, we went back to our little chalet and made hot-pot for dinner without a proper pot or either soup stock. haha...sounds a bit lousy but it was not bad...i enjoyed it. Later, we played Marjong in Cantonese style.

 

25 April 6:00 am  Denmark---Margeret River---Dunsbourough

     > Danmark Beach

     > Winery

     > Jewel Cave

     > Settle in YHA Beach house, $63/ twin room

        201-205 Geographe Bay Road, Quindalup, Dunsbourough

        phone: 08 9755 3107

I was waked up by the sound of boiling water on the stove and i knew somebody has got up already. It must be Sunny, i guess. After getting myself washed, we drove to all the places that we went fishing last night and we found they are actually very good lookout with sunshine, beach, rocks and waves that we didnt realise last night due to the darkness. There was a Honey Winery near our chalet which has got very nice icecream. I bought my friends icecream as i think the happiest think is to share your favourite thing with others. Roses and almond flavoured was really nice. Afterwards we drove all the way to Dunbourough. On the way, we joined Jewel Cave tour to see all the stalactites under groud and we went to two wineries near Margeret River: Redgate and Leeuwin Estate. We tasted a little bit of wines and i bought a bottle of Semilon. I prefer white wine always as i like its dry taste and the very sweet-smelling plus it goes perfect with seafood. We went to Leeuwin Estate purporsly as we did one project about it in Year 1 for Accouting 100. It is a really beautiful winery with oak trees and grasses. Just on the way to wineries, we passed a forest tourist drive and there was a dead kangaroo lying on the raod. It's a young one must be hit by a car. Poor thing! Then we passed by a beach, there was people riding horses and  driving jeep on the beach. That's just so cool!!! When i got to YHA in Dunsbourough, it was dark already and i felt very exhausted. I quickly went to bed after dinner( pasta with mince beef and tomato sause).

 

26 April 9:00 Dunsbourough---Busselton---Bunbury---Perth

     > Busselton Jetty

     > Basalt Rock

     > Bunbury lighthouse

I didnt sleep well last night as i was not warm enough. We got up at about 7:00 plus and had cup noodle and toast for breakfast. Busselton Jetty, dont know why i always think it is from children's fairy tales, was not actally that attactive to me. May be it was because of the cloudy weather. It is about 2 km long, which is the longest Jetty in the world. We fishinged there for a while and got quite a few fishes. The time we arrived in Bunbury was evening already, the staff in Information centre said: not much u can do at this time. However, we went to a place called Basalt Rock, which is really cool. You can actually see the Bunbury lighthouse from the rocks. It is really beautiful. After that, we drove all the way back to perth. Had some icecream when we pass by Mandrah. We paid for 4 iceream but we got 5...hahaha...how come...becoz the staff realised the icecream was too soft to be put in a corn after she already did one...so she gave us another 4. After we get back to Perth, again the same question "what to eat?" Finally, we decided to have Japanese food in the city. Out side the resterant, we witnessed a traffic  accident. The car was driven on the to sidewalk and the front part was smashed. The driver must be drunk i think, maybe  due to  the long weekend...i dont know. Anyway...our three days' trip is end now. I would like to say thank you to Nikki, Sunny and Terry and i really appreciate that i could hv this chace to travel with ur guys and shared all these happy times!!!

 

 

          Written on 28 April 2008, night time

 

清晨醒来...沉闷的心情...压抑...我机械的做着每天早晨必须要做的事情...像一个游魂...我承认我有些不知所措...一团乱麻...只能寄希望于眼泪...因为它永远清澈干净...哪怕是莫名的眼泪...莫名也许只是因为不想正视的原因...

这个easter break天天都出去玩...每天都有活动...让我来回忆一下：钓鱼，唱k，golf，snooker，casino，聚餐，打边炉，饮茶...利用假期做的事情：整理房间，打扫卫生，cheesecake, chocolate cake，猪肉紫菜鸡蛋卷...总的来说内容丰富多彩了，我这个人很容易满足的...现在还有两天就又要开学了...在家收收心也是应该的...和大象打了两个小时的电话...熟悉的声音...温暖的话语...让我无限安慰...！！！

 

又是一个明媚的早晨...阳光穿过窗前的桂花树叶，星星点点的洒近来...仿佛一切的烦恼都会在这样一个早晨被忘记...但那是短暂的...时间滴滴答答...一刻也不停...于是我又开始忙碌...奔波...努力...我不知道...我很执拗！！

刚刚接到妈妈打来的电话...依然问我吃饭了没有...生活上有没有困难...新家住的习不习惯...天气是不是还很热...新的学科会不会很难...etc.etc...我一一回答了的她的问题并且告诉她一切走上了正轨...心里一阵暖流...

我知道要好好照顾自己...好好学习...为了我...也为了亲爱的爸爸妈妈！！！！

 

P.S. 象，有几天没给你打电话了，不知你过的怎样...记得要听《美丽心情》哦！！！

我还在晕晕乎乎...梦里懵懂...不知不觉...居然就开学了+21岁的生日也过了！！！完完全全...彻彻底底没有感觉！！！anyway,开学了！搬家了！大了一岁了！

我的2008年是从南京开始的。。。上两次去南京都是最热的时候。。。这次却赶上了50年不遇的大雪。。。冰雪覆盖的南京别有一番情趣呢！小女子我长这么大从来没见过这么大的雪。。。激动，欣喜远远超过了寒冷。。。在此要特地感谢：

Cherry,没有你就没有我这次的南京之行！在克服鞋子湿透，交通不便的情况下依然陪我走上了南京长江大桥，还参观了南京大屠杀纪念馆。谢谢了！

Cherry的爸爸妈妈，谢谢叔叔每天做那么多好吃的给我吃，您的年糕我真是念念不忘啊！！！谢谢阿姨细心照顾，那是家一般的感觉！！

 

冬天,是因为太冷了而下雪,还是因为下雪了寒冷呢?轻盈飞舞的雪花温柔的落在我的身上,却化在我的心里...越来越多,越来越重...沉重的喘不过气来...我找路人帮忙,他们视而不见;我找警察叔叔,他们爱莫能助...我继续吃力的往前走,不舍离开这美丽的雪花...我努力的支撑着,凭借着我最大的动力和毅力...雪依旧在我的心里融化...终于...筋疲力尽的我倒下了...那是再也无承受法的重量...我再也欣赏不了雪花的美了...

于是我懂了,雪花美丽,却也冰冷无情...那是人的体温无法承受的美!!